—It’s not my fault that you—
“You knew I was married,” I interrupted. “You knew I was pregnant, and yet you came to this office to see me humiliated. Don’t pretend to be a visitor.”
Paola opened her mouth, but couldn’t find anything decent to say.
Diego took a step towards me.
—Laura, I didn’t know. You see, a vasectomy…
—The vasectomy didn’t force you to call me a whore with your eyes.
He remained still.
The doctor lowered her gaze, respecting my pain.
I continued.
—He didn’t force you to leave with Paola that same night. He didn’t force you to post photos saying that life had taken away a lie from you. He didn’t force you to send me papers to take my house and charge me for years of marriage as if I had been a bad investment.
Paola looked at him.
—Charge him/her expenses?
Diego closed his eyes.
—It was a legal strategy.
I laughed.
—What a lovely name cowards give to cruelty.
I grabbed my bag.
The doctor handed me the printed ultrasound images. I clutched them to my chest like armor.
“I’ll continue my prenatal care with you, doctor,” I said. “But don’t give him any information if I’m not there.”
Diego raised his head.
—I am the father.
I looked at him.
There it was.
Late.
But there.
Suddenly he wanted the word.
—An hour ago you came to hear how many weeks pregnant “someone else’s child” was. Fatherhood doesn’t just happen when the outcome suits you.
I left the doctor’s office without waiting for an answer.
My legs were trembling in the hallway. I walked to the elevator with my back straight, even though inside I was breaking.
Diego followed me.
Paola too.
—Laura, wait.
I didn’t wait.
He reached in to stop the elevator door.
-Please.
